i suddenly realised no matter how good tings used to be in e start,over tym,it changes..i just hafta get over it and continue wif wad it is lyk now..but,sometyms,its really depressing to realised tat its changed over tym,or rather,disappointed in oneself when it does..life is so weird..lyk yew nv get to see wad yew shud see and wud nv listen to ppls advices from e start..but as tym passes,yew realised 'oh yea..ive been told tis b4,but chose to ignore it..'
at first everything seems fine,but as tym goes by,yew realised it change..but still decided yewre gonna keep onto it no matter how torturin it is for yew..as tym continues gng on,tings get alittle unexpected..tats when yew'll tink to urself..wads gng on?wad shud i have done or not done so tat tings wudn have turned out lyk tat..and tats when yew start blamin urself about everythin tats happened..yew wanna cherish it very much...but....

hmm.deres only 2 choices outta tis..first,simply just give up wad yew wan which yewve been workin for so hard.second,continue doin wad yewre doin,nv give up..yewve just gotta be stronger and tougher..im sure deres ppl out dere who wud choose e first one while some wud have tots of e doin e first but decided to stick to e second..but im sure to those who chose first,wud have been workin so hard for smth to happen which nv did b4 decidin theyre just gonna give up..

seriously,why does tings change over tym?why cant it be how it was lyk b4?or maybe tat just happens in fairytales and not e realistic world..yewve just gotta to learn to let go even if yew do not wan to when yew can no longer take it in ur heart anymore..