lovell came home really early today!!!he came home at around 12ish!!can yew believe it?!?!?!=)hmm.he say i look sad sad..hmm..maybe cos tired den reaction kinda slow today..so dint slp..only slpt for hrs den george called me for lyk 2 mins to tell me she ltr b4 leave hse will call me!den i was lyk wtf la!!den kup liao den i cant fall back aslp liao..den dunno wad to do oso..jiu look at fb..lovell nv fb me..den finally he did,he say he'll tell me smth.and i noe its not gonna be good..hmm.oh well..just lyk i expected...

okie.den i sian sian awhile..den finally started tokin liao..got e kinda shocked news..den tok abit..den someone naughty,den we tok tok tok tok tok.argues bout e bit where i ask him go find other girls pei him..but he dowan..den tok tok tok tok bout it too.den toked bout yc..den we toked bout how he ask me be his gf,den toked bout 19april,and e day he gave me e ring..den we toked for damn long!!!lyk damn long!!!!!!!!toked until he go wake his bro up lo!!!!!!7am leh!!!!den i feel so bad make him stay up pei me..he go wake bro up den pei bro smoke so kup me for awhile..den i went to vacumm floor and wash laundry..awhile he jiu call me liao..den i make him slp lo..den i go pom pom.tat stupid fella pretend snore lo!!!i noe him well enuff to noe tat he was pretendin!!haha!=)but i still went to pom pom.come back i was tinkin lovel sure nv slp de lo!!!and,true enuff!!!he really nv slp!!!haha!=)thanks hun!!!!!=)

dry liao hair,den tok to lovell.he play monopoly.den i can see he damn tired liao.den forcin himself to stay awake lo!sorrie hun..den he say he wanna slp e same tym as me..den i say he cannot..den he make me say smth tat i'll give him..den he'll stay awake just for it..i said sooo many..den he all dowan....but eventually,he came up wif one liao..so,,yupps.a difficult one!!needa do research liao!haha!=)but im sure i can do it=)hehehe=)

den say finish den he fell aslp in lyk 10secs?haha!=)see he so tired!still wan force himself stay awake!finally he can orh orh liao..he must be real tired..haix..thanks hun..aft he slp,skype hang again!=(so i cant see him again liao=(haix..den,i jiu go cook maggie eat lo..today haven had anythin except 4 of e almond cookies..just finished eatin maggie..den gonna start on my research now=)hehe!

i was kinda down tis mornin..i meant..i started tinkin bout tings really horrible which shud never ever cross my mind at all!well,wanted find ppl pei me tok..but i really dunno who i can tok to lo..so,watched drama awhile den lovell jiu call liao..den when he told me e news he wanted to tell me,i was lyk,'okie....'i dint noe wad to say at tat tym..all i noe was,i wanna do wad he did too!!!i meant lyk really really wanna do it too!!hmm.i dunno why,but i just wan to..aft tat bit,we toked bout e findin of another girl for him,den i got back my normal reaction!den started debate.hmm.i really dont mind if he finds another girl everyday to pei him..when i say pei means..yupps..i dont mind..really..maybe deres smth dere in my heart..but i will get use to it.and i wanna get use to it..den toked to him about how to 'fish'..haha!=)so,he hafta do it liao..and e next tym round,he needa 'pop' e 'fish' and 'poke' her=)i tink only lovell understand i tat is ba=)ahah!den we toked bout hot and innocent girls.lovell actually say dont care,just 'poke' her lo!haha!=)

den we toked bout e 19th april and e day he gave me e ring,we toked for damn long..and really toked bout it..hmm.i today den noe lovell dint noe it was my first tym lo!!den toked bout tat day e feelins and everythin!hmm.i dint regret and will not..i love him.i really do..hmm..today im really happy.i meant i am really really happy enuff liao..i noe lovell wanna make up for all e tym he dint pei me b4..but i am really happy enuff today liao.hmm.today so happy,im just afraid i mite be more greedy..tis way,i cant get use to him leavin me all e tym for his bro..i really wan to get use to it..i dowan him to feel bad and do tis for me..anw,thanks hun!!thanks for tryin to make me happy=)im really happy i get to tok to yew for sooooo long!!!its been ages since we proper toked for so long..i tink e last tym we really tok was lyk when we first started being together..so thanks hun for today!=)i love yew!!!!muuuackx!!=)