lovell came home and skype me!!=)happy happy!den skype awhile mummy called.so i pretend i outside,on my way back from school..den i toked on e fone wif her standin by e window..hehe!=)so cold la!!freezin!den i tink i saw a naked black guy at e opp kitchen lo!!opps!!not sure if really naked anot though..yupps.hehe=)tok finish wif mummy over e fone she say tok on skype..so,kup e fone le,come back to skype,see hun not dere,den i tot he must have pei bro to high again lo..den ya..den awhile ltr,he came back lo!!den i so happy his dere!!hahahah!=)

den pei him tok awhile,den mummy skype me again..den tok to mummy lo..tok to her 20mins..den by e tym i come back to lovell.he was gone..about to go get a drink..den he see me come back,den he nv go take drink..sorrie..den pei him tok tok tok..den he watch his video..den he wanted watch galivers travel(cant spell),den watch awhile jiu nv watch cos i cant hear clearly..den nv watch lo.den he naughty liao..den ya..den he make me wear tis wear tat show him!idiot!!hah!=)den awhile ltr,my com hang..den he go smoke..den come back tok tok tok.den somebody naughty again lo.haha!=)so ya...

hmm.den settle down tok.den tok awhile he orh orh liao.den he made a slp b4 he slp.den he asked me a question..who i wanna kill,fuck and marry...he say is mel ask him e other tym when he was high at playground wif james and yingchuan.he say kill yl,fuck yc and marry ali..hmm.i dint expect him to wan to fuck yc..hmm.cos she is a virgin so he wanna fuck her..hmm.den i kinda shocked when i heard it..i expected him to wan kill yc..hmm.somemore yc was dere when lovell says he wanna fuck her..if im her,and lovell say he wanna fuck me,i mite have feels for him again..i mean..i dunno leh..if i break up wif lovell,and he says tat infront of ppl,i tink i mite really when him to...yupps..

another ting he toked bout was to take him as my husband now..he wan me to tell him everythin in my heart..but dere are somethings which cannot be said..i just hafta keep it in heart=)hmm.and,he wans me to control him..but im not a person tat wans to control my bf..cos,i wan him to be happy..i wan him to feel as though as he is single and enjoyin his life=)i wan him to be lyk how he was a year ago=)gng out to play wif bros,frens,drink,slpovers,high..everythin...i dont wan him to be limited to just me=)another ting was,he wans me to fight for him if dere was a third party out to ruin tis r/s..but im not tis kinda girl..hmm.to be honest,if deres a third party,it wud mean tat lovells accepted tat girl already..which also means tat he no longer loves me and no longer belongs to me already..so deres seriously no point to fight for him as his heart is wif somebody else already..i noe tats not somethin tat i wanna hear.but tats e truth...i'll still be dere for him if he needs me..even if he just wanted a nite ting,i suppose i wud say yes to him..silly me eh???=)

well,den he tok to me again,den he typed me tis long msg on fb wantin to make me smile cos he say i not happy..i not not happy la.just tinkin bout e fuckin yc ting...well,he sent me e msg tellin me bout his very paiseh tings..i wont say it on here..but thanks hun for makin me smile!=)thanks alot!today i very happy=)he fb me for a period for longer den an hr until he came home=)very happy=)