Thursday, March 17, 2011 @3:11 AM
16mar2011
woke lovell up den he say he no needa go interview liao cos e sheraton hotel accepted him..yupps..so he went back to slp.den i oso went to slp..hmm.den george alarm awhile ltr den ring liao..so dint get to really slp..yupps..den she release e air from e bed damn fuckin noisy den,wash up and tok to her mom,den i fuckin dulan den nv slp lo..yupps..
den i woke up at 11 wash up and stuffs den went to e mall for food and buy georges last min stuffs...den we had BK for lunch..not so bad oso la..hmm.lovell went clubbin wif bro..anw,den went shoppin awhile,den went to tesco to get her cheese ting den came home le..den she bought a heels..den she cant put into luggage den ask me to pack for her lo..she dowan to listen to me lo..idiot!!i already say liao..den she oso dowan listen..in e end rush help her pack lo..den she was amazed how much i cud pack into e luggage lo!!!.......idiot..den in e end,needa rush for e bus lo!!!!idiot!den lucky lo,got dere,e bus was already movin.den george stopped e driver..den lucky sia!!!if not miss e bus!!!yupps.den she went up e bus lo...so i walked alone slowly back to home lo..
felt really lonely..although deres so many ppl around,but it felt really quiet..den took my tym to walk back to my room..stood outside e flat to smoke..smoked slowly..everythin felt really quiet..hmm..yupps.den went up to my really quiet and messy room..hmm.felt really empty in my heart..really quiet..hmm..dunno y..everythin just felt...i dunno wads e word to describe it..but,it dint feel good..hmm..although george is gone and im on my own again,but i kinda wan tis..i just wanna stay in my room and on my bed and do nth..2 weeks felt sooo long and tired..im really tired already...
hmm.anw,came back to room to pack e room and all den went to pom pom..toked to daddy mummy too..called george as well..everytins fine..she checked in and did her refund tax ting liao..den went walk around..yuppps.den i watch ma la tian hou gong lo..yupps.now waitin for george to board her flight den will call her awhile ltr..yupps..
hmm..now its 3 in spore already...i doubt i'll tok to lovell tonite again liao..hmm.he is drunk by now i suppose..he fb-ed me sayin he is seh when its only 11ish..so,yupps.i suppose...yupps..hmm..i dunno wad to say already..i really feel tat my heart is gone..i just.....im tired..really tired..for almost a month..i dunno wad to say..but,yea..just feel i already got no more energy to cry anymore..deres really no tears anymore..it feels horrible..really..but,im doin all i can to keep myself gng on..at tis rate,i really dunno how long more i can keep myself gng on lyk tis...ivve just got to...
jr precious moments at 3:11 AM