hmm.wanted to wait for lovell to wake up and cal me..but i fell aslp..so dint get to tok to him bout wad muumy told alan..hmm.den i woke up,i saw miss call and fb msgs=)felt really good at tat tym.but oso felt scared..im scared i get e answer i aint wan when i ask him bout it..anw,he went to interview..everythin okie..hopefully he gets e place..yupps.den he called me and i asked him lo..hmm..not really e answer i aint wan..he said he did go over but dint clean up properly..yupps...trusted him lo..yupps

anw,woke up at around 645 cos alan needa go sch..den he go pom pom den me and george wake up help him prepare,pack everythin..yupps.den he went off liao='(dden me and george go pom pom den prepare to leave le lo..we were early..had our breakfast.and george pissed me off.she damn attitude ask me stop usin fone and come down eat..den say i keep fb lovell..den i pissed off say its my life,y she fuckin care..den walked off.den came back down to have breakfast wif her..den went back up pack..den was early so sit on bed for half hr and fb lovell..den we went off..waited for bus for ages!!!!!yupps.in bus nv tok at all...

den reach e bus staion den went walk around den take cab go salisbury station..den took train back..was fb-in lovell all e way..den daddy called den say lovell ssay he dint come over to our place at all..den i was lyk,huh?i din noe wad to say.....

den,asked lovell again den he said e same ting..so,ya..den he was out wif bro at plaza sing watch rango..hmm.den fb fb fb..den he asked me y i so weird and stuffs.den i just said im tired..lyk really tired..hmm.i was really tired emotionally..i dint expect tat tears wud start rollin down!felt so paiseh!!=(den george saw..den asked me y..i just kept quiet..so she kept quiet too..yupps..hmm.i just tot,i was doin so much for nth...lyk..really nothin..yupps..i still love him as much as i do b4..but,i cant feel anythin from him..i dunno how to say..lyk,he went on wif e movies and i received nth from him and stuffs?den i tot,bout e same issue again.....e more i tot bout it,i cried even more...i dint noe y..but i felt really tired...yupps..tired of everythin...so i concentrated on my music instead..den okie le...hmm.den reach waterloo..den pretend nth happen.den joke wif george and all lo..den took tube to st pancras den take train back le lo..

took train back,came back to room put down tings den went to e mall walk walk..bought a pair of jeans for 6 pounds..same as george de..i wear same size as her sia!!!OMG!!!!hmm.den went walk in sports shop..george go buy her stuffs.yupps..den went to buy fish and chips and chicken come home eat..was fb-in lovell aft he finished his movie..hmm.he say i dowan him liao..yupps.hmm..its not..he said he learnt smth from e movie....den i told him,if he really learnt from e movie,he will regret wad his done and wud not be able to do amendments to it..when he realised it,its too late to make changes to it already..hmm.maybe at tat point of tym,i really felt tat..yupps...anw,ya..came home,eat den packed den went down for laundry....den fb lovell all e way..yupps..hmm now already 535,he still dowan to slp..feel so bad bout it..haix.den loaded ma la tian hou gong but reach laundry room dint work..so george stay dere..den i went back room to load..den while loadin,do my blog and fb lovell..