Monday, March 14, 2011 @7:59 AM
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woke up at 5 to prepare to go find alan.cudnt wake george up till 545..den rushed..cooked meatball and all..den rushed out..just in tym for train..reached st pancras earlier den expected.den took tube to waterloo den took e train to salibury..den took cab to bus station den waited 1hr for bus..den took almost 1hr ++++bus ride..den waited for tutor to pick us up..den went to alans sch walk walk around and had lunch dere..
went to look at cows..den george scared e cows when she jumped!!...so stupid!!hmm.den tutor fetched us to his place..we went to tesco first..den bought alot of stuffs to cook for him..cooked for 2hrs ish when his tutor went bell ringin..den ate at 9ish when he came back..toked to lovell.he scare me..den,ya...i tot he really angry wif me..yupps.asked him to do smth,den he dowan..yupps..but toked to him den okie liao.yupps.
den eat until damn full..den kena bully by em..i wash e dishes='(den,came up...fb lovell.den he call me..den tok awhile he say he wan go slp le..den i oso fell aslp..dint wash my make up off.....hahah!!
hmm.woke up at 845 to wash off my make up and realised hun wasnt aslp when he said he was gng to...felt weird..but aft wash face,i went back to slp..hmm.woke up again at 10ish11 den go pom pom den eat breakfast..den suay suay needa wash again!!wtf!?urgh!!den came up prepare and all..george pissed me off..told lovell..den went to stonehenge..fb lovell quite abit b4 gng out..he said he went plaza sing den taka wif dad..den he said he went to my place feed didi meimei den went to teoheng..den,ya..den nv tok liao...until at stonehenge fb abit den no more..came back,he oso reach home liao.den he pei bro..den i wait for his reply..den when he was back in room,he checked his stuffs for tomolo..tomolo he got his interview ting..hmm.he say he back in room but he dint reply me..and,dint go to bed..den called me awhile ltr...den say he gng to bed liao.so kup fone.den fb him.den he fb me for quite sometym!he dint slp..hmmmm....ya..2nites in a row makes me tink....ya..den nvm...went to prezzo to eat..george pissed me even more b4 gng out!!yupps.
went to prezzo damn no mood.dint wanna tok at all and stuffs..yupps.ate mushroom risotto,not nice..yupps.den eat finish come home..
hmm.e sky is really clear!!cud see e moon and e stars sooo clearly!!yet,i felt damn lonely='(oh well..den alan told me smth mummy said..and makes me tink even more!!yupps.now i dunno wad to tink and which to believe...haix..wad mummy said,and e 2 nites where i found weird makes me tink even more..now i feel terrible..just lyk how i felt when i saw e moon and e stars..its pretty,but,hurtful...'wad are words if yew dont mean em when yew say em?'hmm.im gettin use to it..lyk really used to it really soon..makes me feel as if i shud be gettin use to it and shud feel lyk how i feel now,everyday..yupps..hmm.its nice havin george around..but i really wan to be on my own again..yupps.i dont hafta pretend lyk im pretendin now infront of her..its horrile havin to pretend='(
hmm.i really hope e answer is not e answer i wan when i ask...yupps..
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