hmm.fell aslp aft put down skype wif hun..went to bed feellin very scared and havin tis bad feelin in my heart..i feel lyk smths on my heart..it felt really heavy and it hurts=(everythin seems to have changed..changed so differently..very='(tot bout his drivin ting..he is gonna do bike..but,i cant say anythin cos i noe he dont lyk ppl to stop him from doin wad he wans..so,yupps..den,bout him being pissed and everythin..oh well..i dunno wad to feel at tis tym..yupps

hmm.woke up at 1130.george woke me up cos she put her blanket on my bed and stuffs as well as her findin out bout japan!!!earthquake and tsunami!OMG!!!anw,den she make garlic bread and tok to her mom..tried to slp.but,cant..yupps..den lovell was slpin when i first woke up..so i continue slp..den when finally woke up at 1230,george was still on skype wif her mom..yupps.den wake up,go shower and all..den george wanna go to st albans.so we went to get e train tickets for tomolo to alans den went to look for bus stop and went to st albans by bus..totally waste tym only..urgh!

had to tahan georges nonsense and my minds only on wads been happenin tis few days..urgh!!sat in bus really quietly..dint really feel lyk tokin.but george had to keep tokin and tokin!my mind was all on him..i just feel damn shag..i noe george cud tell..she been tellin me not to be so shag since i dunno how many days ago..den today she see me so shag in bus,at least she kept quiet..thanks george,and sorrie..hmm,got dere,she bought clothes.yupps.hmm.den fb lovell for abit b4 i left home.he help bro go meet leon cos bro got jasmine den busy..yupps.

hmm.den lovell dont understand y he needa help bro meet but he feels bad so he went..hmm.he complains bout not gettin y he bro wans him to tag along and everythin..but,lovell makes it as if he wans to go..lyk doesn matter..so,yupps.dunno is just to lemme hear or he really meant he was sayin..but,yea..fb awhile,he nv reply le.so took bus to st albans.shop around an hr.den all shops close..den jiu came back le.by e tym i was waitin for bus,lovell already home le.so he watch his korean ting.yups.

den came back,skype him awhile,den he say he hungry den he ate seaweed chicken den still hungry..den i dunno wad he ate liao..den awhile  more,my com hang..keep hangin..den he jiu fall aslp just lyk tat..lyk in a sec..so,dowan disturb him liao.den let him orh orh lo.den i go make pizza.den ya..did nth much..packed and eat and watched kangxi..den now,its 2ish le..i hafta wake up at 5 to get ready to go to alans!!OMG!!dunno if i wanna slp anot..cos i wanna tok to lovell='(