dint slp e whole nite again..pei lovell tok aft he woke up..hmm.toked to auntie for a bit as well while lovell was helpin her cut meat..stupid lovell still show me nian gao and e fa gui!i so wanna eat those!='(anw, we tok tok tok tok tok tok...den now hes out liao..hmm.dere was a sudden urge to cry when lovell kup e fone..now havin tat urge while typin tis again..not wantin to cryin cos lovell gng out..but everyone is happily spendin tym wif family for reunion dinner..i really wanna spend chinese new yr at home rather den lyin in my room alone doin nth at all..i hate it='(how nice wud it be if i can be home now.i wudn mind e long hrs of flight if i can spend just e first few days of chinese new yr at home wif mummy daddy and cousins!!!i miss e gatherin i use to have wif em!!='(

when can i celebrate chinese new yr at home again?tats another yr to go b4 i can,if i can go back to spore for placement..daddy keep sendin me pics of him and mummy food stuffs and all tat!!makes me wanna cry even more!!='(anw,ive also decided not to go wif yuting to celebrate chinese new yr wif e rest of e chinese grp.first cos i dunno em den i still needa lyk socialise which i serioiusly cant be bothered!!second cos if i go,den i cant get to tok to lovell liao.and i really wanna tok to him!!so,im stayin home and wait for him!=)

hmm.he say will pei me when possible but i aint wan him to lyk yew noe playin happily wif cousins and all den hafta pei me lyk so sao xing..dowan..so hopefully he enjoys himself wif em tonite=) i cannot gather wif family tonite,i oso wan him to be able to really enjoy and not tok to me and stuffs lyk tat.....