i woke up early wantin to pei lovell tok..den lovell dont lemme tok to him.wan me continue slp..den say will pei me e whole day today..but in my mind,i was tinkin he sure go out wif bro ltr when his bro come back..but i still wentb back to slp lo..den i woke up again at i forgot wad tym.haha!=)and guess wad?!he was still dere!!!he was still dere!!!!!!!!!he went pom pom den jasmine and leonard were wif mom in e kitchen eatin drumlets..hmm.they laugh until very happy and everythin lo.make me feel damn sad cos im not dere to pei lovell..sorrie hun.

anw,he pom pom finish den tok awhile den he watch his drama den make me slp again.so i slp for another hr plus den woke up at 2ish..wake up liao,lovell still dere!!i was expectin him to not be dere already lo..den i still see him dere,i feel damn happy!!!but oso have tis damn no an quan gan feelin though.lyk he will eventually go out ltr no matter wad..lyk anytym he will be gng out..anw,it doesnt matter=)and,i receive sooooo many many many many fb msges from him!!!!i feel so happy!=)hehe=)and he already pei me whole day liao!=)den pei him tok tok tok tok tok.toked bout les and gays and everythin.haha!=)den toked bout last tym when i realised tat i loved him alot..den toked bout e first tym and everythin..den he become down again..so,i say tok bout e les and gay topic instead=)hehe=)den he watch his drama until he cannot hear me at all.idiot!!cannot multi-task lo!idiot!!
i feel kinda bad though..today he pei me but i nv pei him!i only slp slp slp!haix.he send me msgs sayin he felt bad cos i fall aslp so quickly..im so sorrie hun..i realised its either he slp den i wait for him he wake up den he go out le,if not den is i slp,he wake up den when i wake up liao den he go out le..so im willin to sacrifice my slp for him..i oso feel bad make him tink tat i very tired den he ask me slp den i so fast jiu fall aslp le..sorrie hun..i promise i will be beta.muackx!!i love yew hun!=)

hmm.den we tok tok tok until around 4 den i got off e bed liao=)hehe=)finally..den tok tok tok awhile more,den he receive fone call liao..from james.first call he say he dowan to go out meet him.but tat feelin of no an quan gan,him gng out anytym is dere..den awhile more lovell receive second call..tats when i got tis feelin 'yes i noe lovell will be gng out no matter wad tonight..'and,he called me back and tell me he gng out to 85 meet james,ali and val..so,ya..expected.just dunno wad tym will go out only..haha!=)so,dere he goes..but he kept his promise though.he did pei me until 12am.so he did pei me whole day today liao=)so,hopefully he enjoys himself tonite=)he say he will fb me,but,i noe he wudnt de..so,its fine=)he wans to make me happy so say will fb me..but everytym he oso nv fb me de..so,used to it le ba=)he happy can liao=)so,its fine tat he says anythin just to make me happy!=)thanks hun for pei-in me for e whole day=)

okie.den tokin to jasmine.she left on her own..leonard say he lazy den nv pei her cos she slpin..jasmine was damn hungry lo..den leonard say will pei her go eat b4 she go home.but,leo nv wake up.den she cannot go home late,so she left on her own...dunno y but i feel so bad bout it..maybe cos i noe how she felt at tat point of tym..jasmine lyk give in so much but leonard lyk dont care her..oh well.its their relationship prob,i cant say anythin bout it..hopefully everythin will be fine wif em ba=)

now lovell is out wif james,i dunno wad to do liao..watch drama,den lie in bed,den ltr cook,den lie in bed den watch drama again..sian...so damn borin..but oh well..i feel so useless liao..useless until i wanna hide in a small room forever and ever!dont do anythin just stay in tis room.....nvm..maybe cos im used to it le ba=)