dint go to school today again..headache and chest pain again!been lyk tat for afew days liao sia!=(den lovell called me=)yay!!happy but dunno leh..tok awhile,den he went to watch hse of wax wif his bro lo..den i watch my ming zhong lo..yupps.den awhile more lovell jiu cal me again liao..he called me at here 4=)kinda early though..den we toked toked toked all e way lo..

we toked quite abit today=)but ltr tok bout not happy tings again..he say he feel bad bout him being a horrible bf..hmm.im not sayin he is bad!!he asked me if he changed..hmm.maybe he did change in some way..but,tats fine..i will and wan to get use to it!i wan him to be happy!i wanna be wif him forever!so,it doesnt matter..really..it doesnt matter..hmm.he also said i got wai yu too.it did make me down at tat moment lo.made my heart twitch even harder..but,can tahan..can tahan wont cry=)so,its fine=)

aft awhile,mummy called,den say me!!say she left alan a msg..say she tell alan to pretend they are dead and dont bother callin home anymore...den she was sayin she is also sayin it to me..hmm.den kup fone liao lo.den lovell ask me wad happen,i jiu cry liao lo..den lovell dunno wad to say..i cry awhile jiu okie liao though.den fb alan ask him call him,and guess wad?!he did!!!!yay!!lyk finally!!but i dunno e result of e call though..he dint reply me when i ask him...den tok to lovell until around 6 den he go slp..lovell dont feel well lo..haix..his nose runnin away..hopefully he dont sick..he startin work anytym now liao..haix.hmm.he slp liao den i watch kangxi lo..den watch hk drama..den finished up e left over of e pasta lo..

hmm.i feel bad for makin lovell feel lyk wad he felt just now lo..i really dint wan him to feel lyk tat..i dont mind he change!as long as we're together,everythin will be alright..i dont mind him gng out and playin all e tym..im serious bout wad i said..i really meant wad i said too..i dont wan lovell to feel lyk how he felt anymore..maybe i shud keep quiet everytym den he wouldnt feel lyk tat anymore lo..yupps.i love him..i wan him.i need him..im willin to do anythin for him=)muuuackx!!