woke up e first ting i did was to call my darlin and tok to him!!he dint call me='(oh well..den tok to him..tok to him liao den i jiu wake up den he go prepare liao cos he needa prepare go out dinner wif dad liao..den we watch ghost whisperer den dilly dally abit lo..haha!den went to shower at 11.hehe!=)one by one shower,den alan made garlic bread=)hehe.eat eat eat..den added smoked salmon to it=)hehe.eat eat eat..den eat finish den watch abit more ghost whisperer den went out to e mall..went walk walk walk=)bought quite abit of stuffs wif candace=)hehe.kinda spent alot of money today la!den finally went to tesco to get groceries for tonite=)hehe=)

den aft all tat,jiu come home liao lo.smoked on e way back.den met elsa on e way back..den she look at e cig den lyk pretty shocked or smth.her eyes dint leave e cig.hahah!=)den i smoke lo.den alan damn wicked la!dowan to wait for me finish smoke at al!!damn him!!so i smoked lyk machine la!damn fast!!but still alan dowan wait for me='(sadded.den he went up!but candace came back down to help me carry e tesco tings..den i see she come down,den smoke very quickly again.by e tym i finish smokin,i cant walk e stairs liao.even more cant walk den ytd!!hahah!=)in pretty lyk tat short feelin though=)hehehehhe=)

came up slacked..alan and can watch ghost whisperer.den went to yuting room to do somethings..den done liao,den i watch ming zhong den we kinda lyk fell aslp!den yay!!!lovell called me=)he had fish and co wif dad.den got ang pao.den went out play lan wif bro den came home.and surprisinly,lovell not high!!!wow!!!i expected him to be high!be he wasnt!!!!!=)den toked to him on e fone while candace slp and bro watch movie..feel so tired liao den marica come knock on e door ask play monopoly liao!we haven even cooked yet la!!urgh!so we start cook and played..lucky i say i play as a grp wif alan.cos i cant be bothered and i dont lyk monopoly at all!anw,we cook cook cook den play play play..den in e end only alan played me and can come back room tok to our bf=)hehehe=)but i did e dishes today!!!!!so guai rite?!

anw,called hun den hun was lyk cryin='(dunno why he suddenly cry until lyk tat lo..haix.make my heart break on e spot lo..den i dunno wad to say oso..den he say he tired liao wan slp le.so kup lo=(in e end he dint slp!he fb me and everythin!den tell me he sometyms feel very lonely..den make me tink,maybe he shud find another girl to pei him when he is lyk today so bored..i felt really bad..i dont wan him to be so lonely..i dont wanna be so selfish..i wan him to be happy.i noe wad he'll say.he wont be happy if he is doin tat..but if he really had another girl to hug and stuffs,he wudnt feel lyk tat anymore..i really meant wad i said..i wan him..i wan him in my life but not lyk him being so lonely and everythin...he kinda debated wif me over fb over tis issue..until around 7 b4 he went to bed..he was already so tired den still pei me tok.although its not a happy topic,im still happy tat i toked to him=)

aft he slp,alan finish his monopoly game,den alan dyed his hair blond den me and can watch ghost whisperer lo..yupps.den we both had ice cream!!yum yum!!!taste soo yummy although i had it lyk 2 days ago and tat i shudnt be eatin it now.haha!=)but oh well.i wanna eat!!i today very guai lo.i only smoked 1 cig=)hun,im a good girl!!=)hun,i promise we will work hard towards our dreams and one day im sure it will come true,alrite?i really hope one day it'll come true!!=)okie?=)we shall work hard alrite??nth will come between us!!i promise=)muuackx!!!i love yew!!