slpt at almost 10am tis mornin..pei lovell tok tok tok=)so happy!!get to tok to him on his bdae for quite abit=)hmm.but someone was a pig pig den fell aslp again.haha!=)den i jiu go slp lo..den he awhile jiu wake up go eat dinner wif mummy bro and jasmine.they had bdae cake first liao den go out..he had crab for dinner.haha!=)sian.im dere to have dinner wif him..such a nice family tingy and im not dere='(

anw,he finish dinner jiu go home den went to katong meet e rest of em to sing..i  dunno wad happened dere.only noe they played wif e cake and all..den ya.they sang at 11..den sing until 2ba..cos 3hrs..haha!anw,me,can and bro went to e pub to have food again=)hehe.carbonara as usual=)den we all damn full jiu sit dere until 5 den go..went walk walk at e mall.den went to tesco to get e groceries for dinner=)hehe.den got 75meatballs!!wah!!went back.smoked,den dunno why aft smoke,den suddenly head damn light..couldnt walk up e stairs properly la!damn light..but i kinda lyked tat feelin.very relaxed=)hehe=)i lyk tat...

anw,came home,den lovell fb me say he on his way in e cab home.he went home at around 230.den jiu disappear liao=(he and bro high again lo..haix.sian...miss him damn much.okie,den we cooked rice,meatballs,veg and steam egg.normal food again lo..cooked 18meatballs and alan ate 11 himself!!!OMG la!!kong bu lo!!haha!=)dinner was alrite except e egg not enuff taste..anw,we watched e movie yours,mine and ours while eatin dinner..hehe=)den lovell oso watchin movie wif bro..anw,we eat finish liao den slack around.den i started lookin for my keys!!!cant find it lo!!den george call me.but,i tot is lovell call.so i called lovell.den apparently is not lovell call de.he sound damn fierce when he pick up e fone lo.scare me..so,called george den tok to her bout her and zul and all tat..hmm.tok to her liao jiu continue lookin for my keys.den lovell called!yay!!so happy la!its lyk finally la!!=)hehe=)hmm.den finally found my keys!its in my pants!hehe.so went down to smoke lo.den yi bian smoke yi bian tok to my darlin!=)

i miss him so damn much la!lyk really alot alot=(haix..i really wanna be wif him!!i forgot to ask him wad was his birthday wish!!haha!=)i wish i wish i wish i can be wif lovell lim.next to him,on his bed,huggin him,kissin him,tokin to him..i miss yew!='(

anw,tok to him in e kitchen until e fone kup den he jiu go to slp liao.miss him so much..feel so damn bad tat i cant celebrate his birthday wif him!haix.i hate tings bein lyk tat!i wan him!!haix..oh well..if only its my birthday den i can have a birthday wish den i wud wish tat im wif lovell lim!!muackkx!i love yew!!=)we fb till he fell aslp=)aft he fell aslp den me bro and candace watch mr bean lo.all damn sian la!watch dunno how many million tyms liao!!....den watch ghost whisperer too...

now,im so tired..so so so so tired..i really miss lovell lim!how i wish i wake up den im lyk next to lovell lim,in his room and on his bed liao lo..i tink im gonna go to bed liao ba..tomolo sunday everythin close damn early!!so hafta go out earlier to buy groceries to cook..yupps..

nitex hun!sweet dreams!i love yew!hope yew enjoyed ur 20th birthday!!=)i love yew=)