hmm.really damn sian today.wake up tot will receive somethin from lovell.but,nopes nth..haix.dint even tok to him aft i woke him up,den he went high wif bro as expected..den call me say he pei bro.so ya.nv tok lo.den i say i go slp so he no needa pei me lo.yupps.somehow heart kinda twitched..so broke..dunno for fuck oso.sometyms it makes me wonder y he can do anythin for his frens..sometyms put his frens b4 everythin.i noe me too.but im already changed i suppose?i dont tink i put frens b4 him anymore le ba..dunno la.just alittle i dunno la..ya.

tried to slp den woke up at 10ish..den see got nth from him heart twitched again.lyk wad i said,lovell did change for a couple of days when he first read my blog..he sent me wad he was doin and everythin.but i knew it wudnt last long.and true enuff,it dint last..its expected though..but tats fine.i aint wanna be so ba dao.i needa stop being so childish.

oh well.since nth to do.so stayed in bed till 4 which is spore 12 den text lovell and fb him say happy birthday.dint wanna call him and disturb him.so text and fb him only.yupps.hope he did enjoy himself lo.im so sorrie tat i cant celebrate his 20th birthday wif him..im so sorrie.well,he called me in a bit den i wished him happy birthday,jiu kup le lo..ya..den he play wif bro and fren,so,i not tok to mel and mummy lo.

skype mummy.mummy ask me y i so sian sian.den ask me was i busy tokin to lovell.den i say no.den she see me answer her tat tym lyk wan cry liao so nv continue ask lo.den daddy still wanna ask ask ask.den mummy quickly change topic..dots..oh well.tok to mummy den damn no mood so she say dont tok liao lo.so i chat wif mel lo..chat chat chat..chat bout their clique de gossip..noe quite abit of surprisin news..yupps

chat for around 2 hrs den lovell came home.he webcam me.den lyk nth to say again..he lyk everytym go out come back jiu say miss me and all tat.i dunno how i feel.lyk say already lyk for e sake of sayin?i dunno.just tat he already went out to play liao den come home say all these.den lyk yew noe..dunno la.den he doesnt seem to lyk it when i tok to mel.so i dint reply him aft abit.aft awhile we did e usual tings except tat little bit different ting..