went to bed tat tym lovell wake up!!haix.den,he say slp together..den he lie to me lo.so only i slp=(okie.slpt really long=)slp till around 8in e mornin.den,lovell tok to me awhile.den i fell aslp liao.slp until aound 1plus..den tok to lovell.he lyk damn sian lo.haix.feel so bad.he stay home just to pei me.haix.sorrie.

hmm.den he lyk really sian until he almost gng crazy liao leh..hmm.so ask him go out lo.he last tym de hua,wont be home de lo.now,i make until he stay home everyday just to pei me tok.sorrie.hmm.he said he damn bored.den leon nv call him.so he damn sian.its sian cos he was waitin for his call for e whole day.tats cos he was waitin.tats y he damn sian wad...haix.

i feel so damn bad bout it.haix.hmm.i realised ive been waiting for lovell to end work for months already..hmm.he said he feel useless not achievin anythin tis month cos everyday stay home do nth..hmm.now he understands how i feel when im here.i really feel damn useless when im alone here.boring.den wait for him.but,when he come back liao.i damn happy=)haha!so,its lyk all worth it de=)hehe

lovell now out to eat wif james and ping ping=)hopefully he feels beta when his got somethin to do=)hmm.sometyms,it makes me tink bout wad mummys say bout it.haha!=)maybe wad mummy says is true..but,i choose not to believe although in my heart i noe tats e truth?...how stupid eh?haha!!but,tats fine=)