woke up when lovells fone ring..den he dint answer it somemore..so kinda woke up by it..but e video was off liao.so ya=(den i continue to slp lo.but not totally aslp..lovells fone ring again i jiu wake up again le lo..den,heard him tellin whoever tat he still slpin..den i fell back aslp liao.den he kinda mute his mic=(so yea..

den i woke up le,around 8ish here,he on video..den ya.he told me daddy called him!ask him bout attachment and work stuffs!so random!!OMG!!den he oso called school liao.sch ask him dunno email em wad..ya.so he dint have any reply and answer to e attachment yet..den he tell me he high again..hmm.dunno leh.he looks lyk his addicted to it liao lo..its fine tat his playin it.cos if i were to play it,i wudnt wan him to not allow me to..but e only condition to it,was dont and never to get addicted but now,it seems lyk he is addicted to it liao=(haix..now,he everyday oso needa play liao..seems lyk addiction le..tts fine as long as not lyk proper addiction..he makes me wanna try it now..no good..smokin drinkin and high-in..haha!sounds fun eh??....

anw,tok to him awhile,denley called so he tok to denley den went outta e room to tok to him..dunno y..so,waited for him lo..but b4 he went outta room i heard him say meet go out.so i noe he gng out liao.anw,waited for him to finish tokin..den he came back room den say he gng out wif denley and his mom is back,so nv tok liao jiu kup le lo=(he say will call me back ltr..but,oh well,he dint..i fell back aslp den dint go to sch..yupps.overslpt.by e tym i woke up,lovell went out le i guess.so,yea..woke up,dunno wad to do..damn sian..den tok to mel and jasmine bout somethings..and made e decision liao.so hopefully wil work out ba=)ya..

anw,toked to em den toked to james,den tok tok tok tok tok..den lovell fb me finally say hes sorrie nv pei me and all tat again..nvm la.its fine.im already gettin use to it already=)so no worries bout it..he just fb me say he finish dinner liao..now gng to go drink wif denley and,i dunno who else dere ba..hmm..he seems gone?but perhaps not?i dunno..

hmm.i miss life lyk his='(go drink have fun wif frens..really do..i hate just sittin in tis small room on tis small bed waitin for i dunno wad..perhaps waitin for end of term to come?...how meaningless is life lyk tat?come back to uk for start of term,e first ting im waitin for is for tym to pass to end of term..im losin myself already..losin my enthu in everythin..oh well..wait wait wait ba..3 more yrs.i dunno if i can last 3 more years or not..yea..

now im waitin for tym pass,den go pom pom..den wait for dinner..tink im havin dinner wif yuting ba...dunno.