hmm.cant slp e whole bloody nite again.haix=(y?!

woke up at 9ish..den realised lovell went to temple pray cos yiling bdae..den he ppray for us..

anw,he say i sound down and sian sian.den say maybe i moodswing..is not moodswings.y has it got to be me whose got a prob?y dint yew tink back wad yewve done and not done these 2 days??

its maybe just these 2 days yewre different?i feel lyk im needed only when yewre bored or have nth to do..i dunno.maybe these 2 days im askin for a bit too much?perhaps..

i dunno..i wanna go home.i wanna hide in my protected shell and nv hafta be lyk tat again=(