finished exams.it wasnt tat difficult..i shudve studied for it!!!but oh well,i got no fuckin mood to..

anw,lovell fb me 9mins b4 i ended exam..sayin tat he no longer hear me sayin i love yew these 2 days..hes still at yilings hse..he told me he'll wait for me at home..but lyk i expected e moment he told me,i knew he'll be out late tonite..im fine wif it..not upset or anythin...

i dunno.i love him.but,im just down for e passed 2 days..im upset..im disappointed..im selfish!

well,tok to him on e fone when i reach my room..apparently i felt beta..perhaps tym really let tings go pass.i told him to gimme some tym to let tings pass,den everythin will be alrite..toked to him,i felt beta..not lyk last nite cryin myself to slp..

i realised i just needed him to tok to me and lettin me noe he rmbs me..and tats all.tokin to him lyk tat on e fone makes me feel alrite..totally fine!all e upsetness was wiped out!tats magic!!i need him..wads wrong wif me?!how can it be lyk tat...

but e moment he says he'll call me when he reach home cos hes playin majong,i was all down again!but not as down as ytd and e day b4..aft we put down e fone,i felt fine..im alrite..so,it must be just e 2 days stuffs tat make me down...