Thursday, January 27, 2011 @12:33 AM
26jan2011
slpt at 530..sent him a gd nite msg but no reply..
did i say wad we talked about last nite over e fone?we were tokin bout e hse and whom to do all e hse work!!i offered to make e bed and to wash lovell.haha!=) den e rest he do.den he say i need wash e clothes too!fine!!he needa wash toilet!haha!oh ya..and i wan a puppy.i offered to feed it and play wif it.he needa shower it and clean afft it=)heheh=)
anw,woke up at 830 thanks to george!she called me to tell me she got chased outta class and tat lovell is not meetin her already..den i asked her y.she say she dunno den asked me if i noe why..but apparently i dunno y..he dint tell me.so i went on fb see if he sent me any msges but,nopes.nth from him.so i sent him good mornin.den no reply..i waited and waited.hmm.den my mind was full of him den i cuddnt fall back aslp already..
hmm.den daddy called to ask y i was on skype.den i say no connection.hmm.daddy cud tell tat i was feelin sad..but obviously i had to pretend..so,no i was not!!den he put down e fone liao..hmm.tried gettin e internet but cudnt..so just laid in bed hopin lovell will send me a msg or smth..but nth..finally i msged him askin if his out wif james or nt,.den oso no reply..oh well..
finally he called me at 11ish spore tym..hmm.he dint tell me anythin.i dunno..he say im quiet and stuff.but i duno..den he dint tell me he dint meet george..well,he tried really hard to tok to me.but,seriously,no needa try so hard,if deres nth to tok about,really..i asked if he was able to read tings i posted on fb today,he said ya.so it means he was able to read e fb msges so e fone was still workin...but he dint reply to any of it...nvm..
den he asked me if he shud go outt and stuffs.club slack or stay home.obviously i'd say go out lo.den he starts sayin no he wanna stay home pei me.den he miss me and all..but if yew really did miss me,yew'd have sent me a msg or smth for e whole day,at least..haix.am i askin for too much?
well,e moment yew said yew miss me alot,tears started to roll down..i dunno y..but it started to roll down..den i tried so hard to keep it from fallin,but it still did..told him its fine for him to go out.den he said he'll call me in a bit he call his fren first ba,i suppose.but he texted me ltr sayin he found me restless today and hes stayin home to pei me.i suppose his fren was aslp already ba..
den my internet came back on=)so i went on skype wif him.den started apologisin to me say tat hes sorrie he dint tell me tat he went out..hmm.at tat moment,i felt okie liao..wads wrong wif me?y am i behavin so childishly?!i really hoped he tells me wad he did when he went out wif his frens and maybe send me one or 2 msges while his out..is it a little too much?maybe just tell me wad he was doin wif his frens wud be fine...
now,hes out to buy cigarettes.im sure i can be normal again!dont wan him to noe all these....