hmm.rite.i tried to do some revision.but seriously i cant.i dunno how to revise=(haix.

lovell come home liao.den skyped me..i was expectin him to tell me wad he did wif bros fren and where he went and all tat..but he dint mention a single ting..he dint tell me anythin bout e nite at all=(haix.i dunno y..i tot he'll tell me bout it and all tat..really hoped he'll tell me everythin.he always says tat he tells me everythin and cant help but will tell me everythin no matter wad,but everytym its not lyk tat.wad he says is always different from wad he said and does.haix.i oso dunno wad im tinkin and doin!!y am i so selfish?!urgh!i hate myself!!=(

anw,lovell watched his liu xing hua yuan den i tried studyin.den,he asked me to do e usual stuffs.den,i dint do.apparently he not happy i guess?den he went to slp straight away..well..

i dunno.sometyms i really wonder if lovell really loves me or just wans me to do certain tings he wan at tat point of tym..i really hate myself for tinkin lyk tat.but,so many tings makes me tink tis way.

i mean..for gamin,i can me left alone for days..for frens,he can go out wif his frens den leave me waitin at home..den keep tellin me im so sorrie i nv pei yew and all tat kinda stuffs.he wans me to wait for him at home and will tok to be on fb.but once his out,he'll forget bout me..he'll nv fb me.den i'll stupidly wait for him and send him msg,lyk tokin to myself lyk tat.but im used to it already. its fine..