hmm..stayed up till 9am to pei lovell tok..but apparently he was gamin all e way.but we did tok bout drinkin tat nite wif fujiun and george.he said his disappointed wif me.he felt tat frens are more important den him in my heart..hmm.but it was just tis one tym i did tat..everythin i did was wif him.den i tot to myself,hes e one gng out wif frens and leavin me behind waitin for him.but i cant say and control him,so tats fine..maybe im just to selfish..

hmm.nvm.den he was hungry and wanted to smoke.so he wan me slp liao den go.so no choice i slp lo.den he went to smoke.den he come back jiu kup my call liao.but i oso haven slp.tink he tot tat i slp already ba..but oh well.i guessed its so much..he must have kup my call so he can play game wif james..so i slp lo..den 12 jiu wake up liao..wanted pei lovell tok.but he seems lyk hes busy cos he nv send me any fb msg=(
dunno leh,wake up nv see anythin,i feel sad.depressed.haix.but nvm..den,i tried to slp again.but i cant fall aslp tinkin lovell now already dont put me in e first place..i dont wanna be tinkin tis..but i realised gamin seems more important to him..he will just game for hours makin me stay on webcam and not really tokin to me.i dunno if i shud be feelin lyk tis..oh well..

he called me at 2ish sayin y i nv call him.hmm.i dunno y.but e tot of him gamin,i just aint wanna call him..den he kept apologisin say nv pei me and anythin.say i sacrifice so much for him.hmm.den say he nv do anythin for me..i just dunno wad to say.so just smile say im fine and everythin lo..i just dowan him to noe how i really feel..nvm..

okie.den toked to him for afew mins den his bros fren called den he went out liao.den he said wil tok to me on fb.but,in my mind,i noe he'll not.just as i expected..he dint send me any msg..but,oh well..nvm.

so,i went to e post office send mummy bdae card.den went to tesco buy rice and pasta jiu come home liao.came home,expect some msg from lovell..but nopes.dont have.so,i went to slp lo.but dunno y cant slp soundly at all.haix..kept tinkin bout him and everythin..haix.anw,slp till 6 wake up..and realised deres no fb msgs from lovell too=(haix.dunno leh..lyk disappointed?wadever la.