woke up very tired.lovell called and i cant be bothered to wake up once again..cos i woke up at 9 very energeticly tinkin lovell end work already='(in e end,not yet=(den went back to slp till 10 den by den too tired to wake up le.woke up at 12 den pom pom den billy came.den he went shower den went to e mall..went shoppin bought a scarf from primark and a shorts from river island.den went tesco buy groceries den come back.

by den lovell was in bed le.he went to sch today.and hes pissed wif principal cos e principal only said 2 sentences to him and ask him go home and wait for call..den he met his dad,he oso pissed bout e chinese new yr reunion dinner.den,hes not happy tt billy is alone wif me.hmm.im sorrie hun..i shudn have spent tym alone wif him.im sorrie.hmm.lovell lyk dont trust me when im wif another guy alone.he somehow tinks tat smth will happen between me and him..

i come to realise tat lovell is very protective of me..he dreamt bout smth was gng on between me and him..but i dont understand e bit where he can do smth and i cant..i mean its fine if he goes out and play wif his frens and i stay in waitin for him.but i cant go out wif my frens.its fine if he brought a girl back to his room.but its not okie for me to..i dunno.i love yew very much.im sorrie if i did smth to hurt yew today.sorrie.im really sorrie.i cant lose yew..i need yew...i love yew....