hmm.he came home earlier den expected=)

well,i dunno y but he dint tell me anythin bout his nite out.not even a single ting..i was waitin for him to tell me how was e nite out and stuffs but dere was nth at all..well,lyk wad mel said i shudn make him tell me everythin.so i dint ask=(i told lovell bout wad mel said.e bit where he dont hafta tell me everythin and lovell agrees to wad mel said..

hmm.just makes me wondered wad he use to say was real..did he tell me everythin which he use to say he did..or he tok out bits and just kept quiet about some?i dunno.den he started sayin he feels tat we no longer have any topic to tok about.tat made me upset.tat feelin was dere again='(den he asked me if i still loved him and asked me to wad extend do i love him.my heart just sank...i dunno y but tat made me cry once again='(i covered e camera straight and kup e call..i dont wan him to see me cryin..i dunno y i started cryin.i dunno y and wad made him ask me tat..izzit smth tat ive done or wad?hmm.its not me not wantin to tok to yew.is just tat yewve got so many tings to do tis week tat yew haven tok to me.bro,frens and slp...i dunno.just felt really upset.sometyms it just makes me wonder if yew really meant it when yew say i love yew,or izzit sayin tat so i wont get angry for yew not pei-in me?i cant differentiate it..im not angry when yew nv pei me.of course i will feel down but i wont be mad about it.its fine.it'll be alrite if yew fb me once in awhile when yewre out wif ur frens or come home and tok to me and it'll be alrite..

well,he started cryin and sayin he misses me and everythin.it made me felt worst.im sorrie for leavin yew dere everytym..tat always brings up e tot of breakin up.i shudn be so selfish..he cud've found another girl in spore who can be by his side whenever he needs her..but here i am bein a selfish bitch keepin him to me when im in UK.im sorrie.den as normal he'll fall aslp once again..nitex hun,i love yew..

hmm..to wad extend do i love yew?yewre my priority when im here.i nv went out wif frens or anythin so i cud just come home to tok to yew.i wait patiently for yew to end work and come home from meeting frens everyday.i check my fb every sec to see if yew replied my msg when im in school.everythin i did and do,i tink bout yew..apparently,my world revolves round yew now.i dont noe how i'll survive wifout yew although e amount of tym yew spend wif me when im in uk is so little.as long as i get to tok to yew for 5mins,it'll be abe to last me till e next tym i tok to yew.i love yew.