Thursday, January 20, 2011 @5:04 AM
19jan2011
today hun work aftnoon.so dint get to pei him tok b4 he work=(hmm.slpt till 2 den wake up.stomach pain pain den cant be bothered to move at all..so continued lyin in bed until mummy skyped me at 4..they went to shenzhen pei yeye visit dentist.while tokin to mummy lovell called.den dint tok to him.call him back,he in cab liao.so nv tok to him.he gng sing wif his tong shi men..gonna sing till 6 in e mornin.he in cab so kup liao lo=(so,chat wif melvin and fujiun lo.talked to mel bout loads of stuffs.fujiun lyk nv reply cos he watchin magamind.hmm.mel asked my y i wanna lose weight soo desperately.tat made me ask myself.first is cos lovell is so tiny,i dowan to look massive next to him.another is cos now deres jasmine and shes pretty and all.i dont wanna look lousy and all tat.den mel say me..i shudnt care bout wad others tink of me.i shudn feel inferior.but dunno y i just do!!den,we talked bout lovell.i told him i haven really toked to lovell since i got back.its either lovell neeeda pei bro,or meet frens go out,den come home jiu slp liao..den he said i shudn find unnecessary troubles.lyk lovell shud go out,he shudn spend all his tym tokin to me.i agree wif wad he said.i left him dere alone.oh well..just hafta get use to just bein alone..hmm.lovell fb me say hes sorrie for not pei-in me again.and e next ting yew noe deres no reply already.so e sorrie is just contradictin..nvm..had porridge for dinner.den george called me.now tokin to her on msn.she showed me tis ed-hardy bag!!and its sooo pretty!!!damn pretty!shes gonna buy.but very ex.200ish includin postage and everythin...if she do wine fair den she buy.haha!=)and,shes usin e mickey blankey i gave her dunno how long ago.haha!=)she keeps tokin bout buyin stuffs!den branded somemore..dunno wad to say sia..hmm.now its 5am dere.i suppose lovell will be home around 7am.den go to bed.den tomolo he off,he sure slp in den meet james go cut hair.den i in sch 2-6.wont be able to lovell again cos fri he work mornin=(oh well.he just called.hes at home downstairs liao.den gng pom pom den slp le..yupps.well post again see whether we gt tok anot..yupps...
jr precious moments at 5:04 AM
